The lamp started to grow wider and deeper, it was still inverted dimensions, it took up my entire perspective and all I could see was red, I heard voices, screams, all kinds of weird noises and I became aware of pain... a fucking shit ton of pain...
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That is a horrible place to be, wondering if anything will ever be done. The system is reluctant, incompetent, and largely indifferent. In any case it is a poor, pale substitute for what you have probably imagined.