I don't know what I would've done without the public library. The librarians were some of the only people anywhere that would treat me like an actual human.
Madness string 94610
You want to know what it was that finally got me going in the right direction? Diarrhoea, of all the damned things. I tried to sleep and got diarrhoea. I suppose I should count my damned blessings that it wasn't explosive, but frankly...