Be you. And get a new therapist, that one's broken.
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Compliance is too little, too late at some point. Once you resist enough that a parent has to forcibly make you comply, trying to go along with them isn't enough - the parent has to follow through with the forced compliance to assert authority.
The beautiful are the ones that are quietly mad, raving in the shadows. Dreaming, always dreaming.