As a judge, you don't talk about the process and what went into the deliberations. The decision must speak for itself.
It didn't matter if you were crying, because your voice was too small to be heard.
Madness string 84055
Open fridge, stand, stare. Cheese. Open fridge. Cheese. Open fridge. More cheese. I did get delivered-ingredient meal plans for two years to try and break the cheese thing. It takes away the decision and planning paralysis. But if I don't have anyone else to cook for, I revert to cheese.