We're talking about Lyrithya, here, not someone with a sense of decorum.
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There is no reason for anything. Reason is merely an illusion we suffer, and an illusion we suffer for.
That was the thing. You never got used to it, the idea of someone being gone. Just when you think it's reconciled, accepted, someone points it out to you, and it just hits you all over again.