I don't understand the question, and I won't respond to it.
Madness string 7563
I did ask for help, but he didn't give me any. I mean, he tried, but I discarded all his suggestions.
First you tell a lie. Then you become the lie, and in time, the lie becomes you. Except at this point it's no longer really a lie anymore, because it's true, it's all true, and it's always been true.