Go and piss on his grave, as a little treat to yourself.
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Anything can be done cowardly, or bravely. It's all about the context. It's all about what you fear, and how you face it.
In practice, there is only so far you can go, so much you can do, so much you can say. Nevermind practice. This isn't practice. This is a treatise by the narrator, an examination of could-have-beens, an aside from the GM. We can talk about anything. Let's talk about anything.