I can't be the first one to do this. To go delving into a giant melon.
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I don't say goodbye because either we will meet again or I won't remember. It's all the same to me.
I have tried to kill myself before. The difference between then and now is vast. Death is an old friend waiting to greet you at the end of a long and well-lived life. It can not be appreciated properly when sought in darkness.