That last update, you could feel both his exhaustion and relief. I always hate to see these kinds of updates because you know they went through hell before they made it, but at the same point I'm glad he feels some kind of relief.
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All hopes are wishes for something other than the current reality, after all, and anything that doesn't match reality is bound to create a distortion. So why is it surprising that these things always end in disaster?