That last update, you could feel both his exhaustion and relief. I always hate to see these kinds of updates because you know they went through hell before they made it, but at the same point I'm glad he feels some kind of relief.
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When you're tired all the time and it becomes normal, it becomes harder for you to tell when you're tired, in my experience. You only admit to being tired when you're feeling exhausted, because that's when you can tell it's different. Because surely I can't be tired all the time?