Anyway, let me be clear that, when this story is inevitably submitted as evidence at my sanity hearing, this was merely a very vivid and detailed, yet entirely hypothetical, contemplation on how many things in life are like pumpkins.
Madness string 122547
I've been through a lot in my life. Getting clean was the hardest, because it's never-ending. Not just getting and staying off the drugs, but changing the way you think and react, finding all new coping mechanisms and rebuilding trust with other people, but also getting to the point of trusting yourself again, and feeling worthy of that trust.