Hand to the Dead Master though I may be, to a perturbed sphinx, a perturbation is a perturbation.
And yet you are all that you have, so you must be enough. There is no other way.
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Will people judge or dismiss or mock you for being open and seeking help? Some will. Screw 'em. If they aren't being assholes about this, they'll be assholes about something else. Why run your life based on what assholes will say?