Madness string 112848

Random mermaid
I specifically sleep with tourists so that they go away afterward and I never have to see them again and they have no expectations of me.

I've been out there looking for truth, I care not to preserve my sanity. I've been despairing over realness of intensity only because I can't live any other possible way. And yes, I've been looking hard. Very hard. I've been destroying, destroying, destroying myself in longing for poetic truth...