It's really telling how he uses the term 'fasting', which is the same term we use when we deny ourselves food. He sees the act of restraining himself from watching younger girls in gymnastics as denying himself food.
I'm Welsh and don't speak Welsh. I don't think anyone speaks Welsh, to be honest.
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Just because it is not remembered does not mean it is not important. To forget does not absolve everything. You don't even know what you have lost, but it is still lost.