This is medicine. There's a label on the bottle, required by law, that tells you how to take it. Cooking food in it is not how you take it. You can cause massive, irreversible damage to your body using it improperly like that.
She had so much dirt under her nails there was an earthworm under one of them.
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Give yourself a little grace. Never forget that love isn't just blind, it is dumb, has no common sense, and wears rose colored glasses with everything it owns.