At that point you can't even call it karma. It's just damnation. It doesn't matter how hard you try to change or reform, or how much you grow. You always need to be ready to pay any price for any past mistake as many times as it's asked.
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Might be a good idea to build a horse sized sex doll on a fence or something to allow horses to 'de-bean' themselves.