If you heard a really good gardener went crazy, would you say 'learning the secrets of horticulture... planted the seeds of madness'?
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Think about your eyeballs when you're trying to sleep, or your eyelids. How tight they're closed. Whether they're rolled back right now or aimed straight at the ceiling? They feel straight. Why do you still see swirls even though it's dark outside your eyelids?