Ah, you upgraded from a six pack to a proper barrel!
Madness string 864
It's certainly possible to live with different belief systems, but when there is conflict, "reality" usually wins.
As a systems hacker, you must be prepared to do savage things, unspeakable things, to kill runaway threads with your bare hands, to write directly to network ports using telnet and an old copy of an RFC that you found in the Vatican.