Most who gain 'expertise' on the subject of the religion leave the religion.
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I carve my name into a fish and throw it on the ground. If it is wound-side up I am guilty.
It took me so long to realize that I actually hadn't always been the complacent cult member I thought I had been. My mind was rebelling but they told me that voice was the devil, so I learned to ignore myself.