Not quite looking. He's not quite looking at you right now.
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In later life, I came to see that faith, like hope, is a rope and anchor in a shifting world. Faith cannot be questioned, only lived. And if I could not grasp it then, I felt its heartbeat, which is love.
You play ants fighting against the sun, and you just don't get a happy ending. You get memories and your own mind, if you're the lucky ones, and you honor all the ones who tried.