The Deer of Blame wrinkles its moist snout of accusation.
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The consequence of having seen God is madness, not in the sense that one becomes mentally ill, no, but that a kind of madness is set between you and others: people cannot nor will not understand you.
It's not always easy to figure out what God is trying to tell you. But you don't need to do it by yourself.