I get it. It's art. But even for art, why hurt yourself so?
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It's hard as hell to tell when they're going to snap, and there's a certain level of psychopathy just lingering beneath the surface because, as children, their brains can't register that death is real.
Holes have also been described as 'ontologically parasitic' because they can only exist as aspects of another object.