I think of every reason there is to live. Mothers, and sisters, and gorillas, and cake. Flying.
I am fuelled by hate and rage. My spite will carry me to victory. Also I cheat.
Madness string 23237
Picture a wave in the ocean. You can see it, measure it, the height, the way the sunlight refracts when it passes through. It's there, you can see it. It's there, it's a wave. And then it crashes into shore and it's gone. But the water is still there. The wave was just a different way for the water to be for a little while.