Accusations of admin abuse are usually correct; an admin is being abused.
Madness string 2046
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had.
My brain caught on to stupid things and connected them to the events and made them into triggers. Mom's perfume. The sound of glass shattering or a door banging open. A song that was playing at the time. Even now I still hate the song but at least it doesn't trigger a flashback anymore. Blood on beige carpet featured prominently in my nightmares.