Whose bright idea was it to put a bear in a bear costume?
Madness string 1830
Suffering isolates us. Loving presense prings us back, makes us strong.
I decided long ago that I would rather feel nothing ever again than feel the bottomless despair of PTSD and clinical depression. But in exchange for taking the pain away, you never get to experience pleasure again. It's like some fucking cautionary tale from a Greek myth.