It's the easiest thing in the world to do. Any imbecile can hate. It's lazy.
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The trick for a lot of writers is to create a state of mind where you are not thinking about writing. Rather create a state of reverie, a dream state. Dreams are where other people escape from reality. But for the writer dreams are reality.
Semi-normal... after the therapy to sort out years of childhood trauma. But yes, semi-normal is achievable!!