The trick for a lot of writers is to create a state of mind where you are not thinking about writing. Rather create a state of reverie, a dream state. Dreams are where other people escape from reality. But for the writer dreams are reality.
I remember pirating it like 20 years ago. I doubt it's changed much since then.
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Yeah, you don't want to spend all your money before the mass suicide. That would just be wasteful.