I look back and notice a lot of red flags, but my favorite color is red, so. I'll have to pick a new favorite color.
I've been out there looking for truth, I care not to preserve my sanity. I've been despairing over realness of intensity only because I can't live any other possible way. And yes, I've been looking hard. Very hard. I've been destroying, destroying, destroying myself in longing for poetic truth...