I have indeed thought about it, and think your concerns are stupid.
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At that point you can't even call it karma. It's just damnation. It doesn't matter how hard you try to change or reform, or how much you grow. You always need to be ready to pay any price for any past mistake as many times as it's asked.
The evolution of sense is, in a sense, the evolution of nonsense.